I've had a few friends do this, so of course, I felt the need to do it too! :)

Ten things I wish I could say to ten different people:
1. You have taught me more than I realized. Sometimes I don't understand your reasons behind doing or saying certain things, but looking back I can see how God has used you in my life. You will never know how much you mean to me.
2. Your passion for Jesus and spreading his gospel and his love to everyone you come in contact with inspires me. I've seen you cry simply because you just desire for others to know the love of Jesus that has been poured over you and it was truly touching.
3. My heart hurts for you. I see you hurting yourself and just wish I could stop you. I pray for you almost daily and hope that the Lord will use me in your life. I love you.
4. Recently we've gotten closer and it's been a blessing to my heart. You are a dear friend and your eagerness to dig into the Word and learn more has convicted and motivated me to be more excited about it too!
5. Sometimes I think you're too hard on yourself. You don't realize what a blessing you are to others and how much God uses you in the lives of those around you. You think you've failed in so many areas, but God uses us most when we are weak. I know He has used you in my life in more ways than you will EVER know!
6. You are the one person that God used the most to show me how off track I had gotten last semester. You weren't afraid to tell me what I needed to hear and I'm thankful for your loving boldness.
7. You are teaching me to be selfless. I often have to give up time, money, and my desires for you and it has grown me more in these past two years than I could ever have imagined. I think God has placed you in my life to prepare me to be a great mom someday. Thank you!
8. I miss you. You were one of my best friends and I miss seeing you every day. Sometimes I wish I could go back in time but I know this is where God has us both for a reason. You will always have a special place in my heart. I'll never forget you.
9. It's crazy how things can change so much in 10+ years. Thinking back on the days when we were little brings sweet memories to my mind, but it also places painful aches in my heart for you. I pray that God will put someone in your life to help you on this dangerous path you're going down. I'm scared for you.
10. You all captured my heart in just 10 days and I've never had all of it back since then. I wish more than anything that I could see you again, but I know that I might not ever get to this side of heaven. However, I also know that one day we will meet again, and what a happy day it will be! My heart is so happy when I think about your sweet testimonies that you are to your families. I love you more than you may ever know!

Nine things about myself:
1. I love kids more than I know how to express!!
2. I hate making decisions. I'm so bad at it.
3. I love to take pictures and be in them. I want to always capture every memory.
4. I've never been on a date. Not a single one. Ever. (P.S.--I'm 20 years old!!)
5. I could sing all day long and never get tired of it. I'm passionate about it.
6. If I could be in Jerez, Mexico right now I would be.
7. I love Camp Solgohachia!
8. I hate to fail or let people down more than just about anything.
9. I love shoes!! I would wear the same clothes every day if I could just have different shoes!

Eight ways to win my heart:
1. Bring me flowers--daisies, yellow roses, and sunflowers.
2. Love kids!
3. Write me notes--long or short, doesn't matter.
4. Talk to me. Just be honest. I need to know when I've upset you, as well as when you just can't stop smiling because of something you love about me.
5. Care about the things that mean the most to me. You don't have to love them like I do, just care about them because I do.
6. Be so focused on Jesus that He has to bring us together when we least expect it because you're too busy seeking Him to be seeking me.
7. Take the time to get to know and love my friends and family. They are so important to me and if you can't love them, I can't love you.
8. Be respectful to your mother, learn from your father, take care of your sisters, and be your brothers' best friend!

Seven things that cross my mind a lot:
1. How people view me--Do I display Jesus?
2. Friends and family who are stumbling down the wrong path.
3. Camp
4. Mexico
5. Everything I need to do better but never actually change.
6. Rayden
7. My future--husband, job, and kids.

Six things I do before I fall asleep:
1. Put chap stick and lotion on.
2. Turn my fan on high.
3. Pray.
4. Plug my phone in.
5. Turn on the TV--and the sleep timer.
6. Lock my door.

Five songs I listen to often:
1. You're Great Name-Natalie Grant
2. Dirt Road Anthem-Jason Aldean
3. Bleeding Love-Leona Lewis
4. Move If You Wanna--MIMS
5. Free Fallin'-John Mayer

Four things you're wearing right now:
1. Nike sweat pants
2. Razorback t-shirt
3. Tech sweatshirt
4. Red polka dot underwear

Three people that mean a lot to you (in no specific order):
1. Krista
2. My grandparents
3. Tracy Cochran

Two things you want to do before you die:
1. Go back to Jerez
2. Have a family

One confession:
1. I'm afraid of commitment. I'm scared to trust and be let down.